I Still Love You – T.O.W.
Before you entered my life I thought I knew
Everything about love and how it should be
And no matter what you put me through
When I was with you I always felt free.
Never has a love for a man been so strong
You are the one for whom my heart beats
I still don’t quite know where we went wrong
I feel lonely while I wander the streets.
Every day I just wait for some sign
Anything to know I am not forgotten
Praying that somehow you are fine
Even if without you I feel hopelessly rotten.
I miss you my love, every day and every night
So if you still love me and are afraid
Know that I am here and willing to fight
For a love that in my heart never will fade.
Every night I sleep in the old shirt you left
But the scent of you has long been gone
I wake up at night and hear your breath
And the ugly truth awaits me at dawn.
You have gone and my love is disdained
I still wish one day you‘d come back
Before all life from us has been drained
To work it all out and cut one another some slack.
I love you with all my heart
Forgiveness from the depth of my soul
Too long have we been apart
Only with you can I be whole.
Love and tender thoughts I send
Never forget, I am your friend.
MY JOURNEY 
Your raw honesty and intense loss hits me deep,.
I am buried under a great weight for a love that I will never see again.
A hundred times I have tried to put pen to paper and always stop after 1st paragraph.
She will never grace my embrace again and mourn so much I have become dysfunctional .
But the fact that I have chanced upon another human being suffering the same and is so open that I can bear witness gives me hope and strength to go on and maybe never give up on letting her know my heart is always hers.
Thank you..
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Battle through…
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Thank your for your comments on my blog posts and for reading and liking them, that means a lot to me, especially if they can give some help and comfort. Take good care, David
Cheers Tanja
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OOPs, I have been writing you name with a Y… so sorry, I am hopeless with writing (Dyslexic)
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Thank you Tanya,
guess its one of those things were we have no choice,
The clock owns us here.
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